Yep Saturday is coming again and O level is coming to an end too!! Yay. I should be happy for that

Going to service today and I think I missed too much of service for the past week Yeah, time to reconnect with your maker.

I don`t know what`s happening to you. You seem so distant and weird. You are just like another … to me. Please wake up. Cos I am not going to cry you a river or anything like that, alright? I don`t want history to be repeated.

going to cut my manly mane today!!

As usual, wed is my off day..so yeah..either work or laze or recuperate at home

I realised that I never blogged for so damn long now.

Okay, I`ll give chew all little morsels of updates here and there.

The most recent event was of course Haloween. There were many clubbing invites. Sentosa events and of course,church unit event. Being a good boi, I didn`t go to the first two =]

So yeah, I attended the one at ZY house! boy it was double the fun as expected!

I did two embarrassing things there..

I kena sabo in the Don`t forget the Lyric game!

And you know what. I was so unlucky so as to kena one Avril Lavigne song that I hate!! ARGHH. I can`t sing her song to save my own life! so in the end I just sang it in my normal male register, which sounded so not like her, I know! but who cares!! Who are those who sabo me sia???!! lol

I should have chosen one choice that has would allow me to sing David Archuleta song! and yeah, I can sooo sing that song, “Crush” Blame it on my bad luck

But yeah, overall it was fun and even though I embarrassed myself like siao, we managed to have fun and we we know what is the purpose to all those. That is to build bond with our contacts that we pray would bring them slowly to know Christ

The fashion walk was embarrassing too. But not too bad ba!

at least everyone kena sabo. And we had great fun, knowing that we did all all these ultimately is for HIM!!

I just want you to know that you were loved. God loves you.

I am not perfect you know. Don`t see me as the One who is coming down the clouds of fire from above.  Because you`ll be disappointed.  I am a mere mortal who is learning to be more like Him who gives you life. And I want to love others better.

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School has started since Monday and what a good way to end this week with a nice inspiring song.

My timetable is cool. Wed I am free!! which means I actually have 2 “weekends” in my week!  I know God loves me:)

And my classes are jumled all over as usual.  Sad that I cuoldn`t see my old friends in my old classes anymore. But of course I am excited to get to know even more new friends. Now I feel like I know the entire BZE cohort! That explains why I am so shy when I am in school. Cos everybody knows me. That is not something very good if you really think about it. Haha

Just now thanks to my Supply Chain lecturer, I became even more famous.

This is what happened.

When I came into her lecture justnow, she raised her voice and using a microphone she said, “Eii handsome, come in la! “

Then I was like, “oh ok…” shyly…and ppl started to laugh and giggle, especially the girls. lol

Then she cheekily added, “…Wah…rich man son ahh…from indonesia one…..”

I was like, “How on earth does she know so much about me?” I am not close to her at all. Haha. And she remembers my name?  goodness gracious!

And people was like, ” hihihihi” omg…I became super red instantly, but thanks to the good skincare products I used in Sephora, my face was not as red as before now.  lol

Haiz….now everyone really knows me….

Sunday before sch starts clearly sucks. Just let u know ppl.

My time table is kindda cool. I just hate the 8 am class on mon! argh!!

And dun burden me with any more problems, lord…ahhhhh

I must settle this before sch starts. I trust in you.

Work in Sephora ION was fun!!

these are the few things that I like about my work:

1. The staff are quite friendly and there is no individual sales target to pressurise me. (even though I enjoy such challenge in sales with commission of course!)

2. I can try all the 99 brands there including skincare and fragrances. Slather it on your hand, wash your face with the cleansing milk or use the toner or eye cream, basically anything! =DD

3. I get to bring them home! Well, not in the full product of course. But in little jars that you can fill up with your very own choice of samples from any shelves! ( U can too if you come as a customer! hint hint

4. I get to get my hands on the latest and the most happening skin care products as well as fragrances.

5. I get to learn many valuable tips and facts about the sales industry as well as the vast beauty industry. (Gain some knowledge and experience!)

6. I can get some skin care and makeup tips from the many beauty advisors I have there. (of cos I dun do makeup myself! But now I can recommend customers products and strike any conversation with the girls about make up and skin care more confidently!

7. I get to wander around the whole store just like a customer looking and browsing through the many brands they carry without anxiety of being followed by another beauty advisor! haha

I am having Bike Lag now. Similar to jet lag. Can`t sleep tonite siols cos I came back from that cycling expedition this morning tired and shagged. Then I slept as soon as I have finished showering and woke up at 2. Going cg soon…see u Lemmy

I have been procastinating about writing a REAL blog entry these few weeks. Many things have happened. For those who are still in the doubt, let me just update you with little snippets of my “new” life recently. Heee

I finally returned back to my EX. LOL! dun think so much! EX-Shepherd la!! yup yup, you guys can say that I am like his lost sheep which finally come back home after a perilous journey of self discovery. It feels like Home coming! For the first time since January this year, I finally feel at home again! thanks Lemmuel, you`re my first and the last. I will never feel more at home in church without you. Let`s do great things for Him.

Nich, don`t get me wrong.. you have been a great shepherd, CL and friend also. I will always remember the times we had and the harsh things you said to me that often irritate my heart! lol. Thanks. I know u meant good to me when u said those hurtful and bitter things sometimes. Maybe I should say, I prefer sweet white chocolate to bitter dark chocolate even though we know the bitter dark chocolate is better for health most of the time. And I know what God wants me to do. I cannot get misdirected. So thanks for those bitter sweet memories. Good luck with your goal of hitting 15. I am sure the Good Lord will bless you as long as it`s according to his will. hee

So….let me start by blogging about the TPGuys nite cycling expedition last night!

We started our perilous journey to the south (East Coast) at 10 pm after waiting for the rest of us to arrive. There were fifteen of us altogether. And I was so excited to be able to bring my friend, Andy to join us too. After dinner and some “waiting” we finally set forth.

The road that we travelled on was so smooth, unlike those in Pulau Ubin where I had my Nite Cycling trip not long ago also. It was very windy and the sky was very dark. We depended only on the lights that emanated from the moon and our bicycle blinking red lights. Suddenly………………………………………………………………………….I fell!! Ouch!!! my shoulder was bruised and my hands were also stained with blood and dirt. Why could this happen to me??? ARGHH!!! pain seeped through my veins as I struggled to keep myself up on the ground, pretending as if nothing had happened. I smiled as people passed by me like wind spirits. Jesus suffered much more than this, I thought to myself and I loved the pain. It made me feel more macho and Man suddenly. The feeling of pain. Suffering. Even If it is only for a while.

We cycled for a total of approximately six hours.

We started at Pasir Ris Park, passing through the concrete jungle that made up Tampines. Through Pasir Ris, we travelled towards Tampines Interchange, passing through people`s houses and empty void decks. Then we took the bus 65 route to Bedok Reservoir! Passed by a few people`s houses that I knew. Oh, the feeling…so carefree as the cool wind blew our hairs as we cajoled in our very own camaderie.

Thankfully, my friend brought his very own set of radio to accompany us through the night! The sound of blasting music filled the void and silent night as we passed through parks and empty streets.

Soon, after much “Are we there yet?” we caught a glimpse of East Coast Park. We had our rest at Macd. The park was totally quiet and I felt so at one with the nature for the very first time in a few months. We rested and ate for a while even though we were too excited to eat. It was 2 am for God`s sake!

Soon, we were on our way to Changi. Boy, the sight that really captivated my mind as we cycled right beside the Changi Airport runway, was the sight of passenger airlines touching down and taking off at full view. It was beautiful. Fed Ex dc-10, Korean Airlines and Japan Airlines to name a few and of course plenty of SIA of course! I would want to bring my dad there one day soon. Plane activity at night was surprisingly high. And the new path that the government has recently built which joins East Coast Park and Changi Village together was totally unexpectedly awesome!

Soon after much sight seeing, and aching ass, we reached Changi Village! We had dinner there. And I was content with just two pratas. Then … the perilous journey back to Pasir Ris Park began.

And now, I am happy to be back home. Oh, gotta go for cg soon peeps, see ya!!

Today I learnt about a very irritating fact that you all should know.

Let me warn you. The next time you thought your gf/bf or even best friend doesn`t sms you in the morning, don`t start screaming and being depressed, etc. It is not their fault. But the phone provider! For this, I hate singtel. I hate starhub and I hate handphones/smses!!! Relationship destroyer la really…

I got this kind of experience before with a friend. I was waiting for his sms in the morning…..and guess what.

The sms never came…..

untilll  I was getting ready to go for the….. suddenly beep beep …and it`s like 7 pm at night!! Holy cow!!! curse the service provider. I dunno what exactly is wrong. Is it his hp with it`s very full inbox or just the lousy service provide. Or is it just my hp??? OR is it me?? HAHAHAHA. I am paranoid. I am crazy.

The next time u have something important to relay, dun sms. CALL

SMS can KILL. And I mean it!

just a thought.

Food for thought.

These few weeks were the most gruelling and tiring but also the most exciting ever!!

At least helping someone in need is a great blessing. And it feels good to be able to contribute and show how much that person is worth to you.

Moving out is no easy business. Not mentioning the trouble of finding a new abode.

That set aside, the packing and moving process is a killer.

You have to clean up the old house and pack ur things into boxes to make sure that nothing is left behind. And that could take 2 full days! Cleaning is the norm in between these tasks.

First day of packing: Packed lots of things, folding of clothes and stuff. The night was cool and pitch dark. No tennants, just spirits. Fan blowing at full speed and music banging loud in the back ground. The spirit of moving house.. could feel so alone if you`re alone.

Second day: Afternoon spent some great quality time together. Shifting started at night. Lots and lots of sweat. As if in bondage. So hot. The broken box is the killer. Poor Tian. My back ached. Sitting on the back of the lorry for the second time besides during that polydins camp in march. It was really cool. Feel carefree for the first time in life.

Arrived at the new abode. It was really cool. Aircon, nice ppl. I hope you`re happy there, TM.

Going out to cut hair now..

God, I know you can help me.

I trust in your ways. (and it`s not about the haircut) LOL

I am excited about today. Not because it`s my 21st birthday..but because I am expecting something bigger to happen to me today. I hope God finally can use me more and more once I am 21. I am not going to stay slack no more. I am going to do what the Father wants me to do all along a few years back. That is salvation for All.

Thanks for you all who msged me happy birthday!! both on sms and FB..haha

Thanks thanks I am so touched

And last but not least, the most important person in my life… Thanks

Went out with father yesterday to ION and Orchard Central and then met a friend.

Today panda..

I had the most happening birthday celebration at my friend`s chalet last nite. It was at East coast Gold Kiss Chalet. I didn`t know the chalet there would be so nice..I am just thinking how I could celebrate mine..

The food was awesome and the sound system was cool! Thanks to pandaaa…lol. So proud of you. hehe

Drank a little but didn`t really get drunk. damn it! LOL.

My daddy is coming to sg today so yea.. Gotta be a good boi and start learning how to be one.

Ich will dass du mich liebst, papa.

A bird calling the name of God 7 times!!

There`s no other God than God.

I look to you oh Lord, thank you for ever guiding me and be my light.

This song, I sing unto you ..

Show me!

The sun is good today,..

I realised I am falling back..

I want to get it back.

I want to get back to be with you. Lord u know my heart.

I am waiting for it.

Went to my friend`s chalet yesterday. It was at Changi Village. It was very fun. When it was time to go home, there was already no bus and the walk to the bus stop was very far and dark. Finding the place in the first place was very taxing. My friend paid $30 worth of cab fare cos we were lost in the area. It was that hard to find!

In the end, everyone was feeling shagged and we ended up staying over. I even forgot to text my mum cos I was like sleeping already. Too tired from all the action and fun. When I opened my eyes the next morning, it was like 5 am! wth…

But one thing that was memorable is the very long night we had. The bed was comfortable and the aircon was freezing. So…

Just reached home now. Going to service later..see ya guys~~

I am back home!! After cg…
I felt so happy tonite. Meeting you is a joy:)

Looking for job today..:)

Hope you get well soon:)

Back from nite cycling. It was really fun-the muddy and rocky road that we ventured through out the whole night! My ass was utterly in pain and also my ****. LOL. No thanks to that wretched bicycle!
I had a great weekend. So romantic..sleeping under the stars and watching the sea triving with life at the wee hours of the morning. There was even a thunderstorm at 4am and we were busy cooking.
The whole experience was great , I tell you!!

The music video:

The performance:

Compare them…

The Voice within:)

To update what happened this week,

I watched 2 movies on monday: Bandslam and Bruno

Bandslam is kinnda so so …I like the music and stuff. The story line is very inspiring, especially to me. Just that…why Vanessa Hugens?? you all know she is not a screamer. her vocal is more of the sweet little innocent girl kind and to put her in that bandslam thingy is a mismatch. I would put Christian with her hard RAW vocal style rather than her. But overall, this movie is quite entertaining to watch. Looking forward to FAME.

Oh boy, Bruno is sooo sooo bad. I hate it completely. Just imagine with me.. If you`re a bunch of straight conservative people watching Bruno for the first time, you would be completely brainwashed after watching it. You would start to have a lot of discrimination towards the LGBT community. It is very stereotypical of the LGBT community. It is completely biased and just stupid and wrong! The movie is very LOW in educational level. It teaches you all the WRONG things about the LGBT community. Well, they are not entirely wrong. They are just too exaggerated and it sheds a negative light on the poor community. And what would the impact be? More and more discrimination from the people…And that is not what We want. That is not what I want too.

Watch it with a pinch of salt, I would say. And this is not I would recommend you and your children to watch. Therefore it is R21

The battle of the 3 divas:

Who do u think is the best?

Going outing now…
The Sunday rain feels nice on my skin..

This is the first Saturday of my much awaited holiday and I went down for a quick tan before service since the sun looked quite inviting.

But much to my surprise, some british girl was having her birthday celebration at the pool and quite naturally there were hordes of caucasian girls running to and fro in front of my tanning bench. “Just my luck”, I murmured. It felt quite weird because many of them were staring at me, as if I were some alien enjoying the sun for the first time. There were about 20+ of them wearing very skimpy swimwear and they were just in their early teens. Some were even very young. They swam like some wild bay front babes, screaming and shouting in delight. LOL!! I didn`t know there were so many caucasian in my abode!

After the short, an hour plus suntan, I got ready to shower for service. Can`t be late today!

Btw last nite guys` unit retreat at Zhi Yang condo was kinnda cool. Just too bad, I had to leave early. The food was great and I love my fruit basket creation which was untouched by many:(

Why did you have to ??? I wish I were blind. But now I can see the truth. I ain`t gonna fall and hurt my head again.

This is my last week of SIP. Hope we could really do our BEST in this and enjoy afterwards!! I am sorry, gals for the pain I put you two through. I didn`t mean it. I just want us to do our best in this together, yeah ? We innit together??

Anyway, today is my PR2 presentation. Hope The Lord has mercy on me. His grace will see us through every darkest corner:)

I didn`t go for combined service and combined cg last week..:( My shepherd told me to account, so here I am ..haha.

I confessed that I were a lazy bum. I am sorry, Lord…Next week sure I will have more time for myself and you all my cg peeps!! Eggcited for the holiday

Things to do for holiday: (Hope it`ll be achieved this time)

- Gym and get buff again. At cali or True fitness?…hmmmm

- Get tanned and swim more to build broader shoulder.

- Time to catch up with the guys and my friends..

- Dine at River valley restaurant. (My last hol`s unfullfilled request)

- Sentosa card! I wanna go to sentosa often

-Work..hopefully at Sephora, my fave place! hint hint;) or some perfume/skincare department stores again. I am thinking of Lamer, La praire…wooo..my skin is gonna improve by leaps and bounds if I work there. heee~~

- still thinking…God drops me a plan..

This week was FUN!!

These are the things I did:

I went to the Japanese Summer festival with my Japanese friend on Saturday afternoon. Thank God for him cos this event was a once in a year thing and it lasts for only one day every year. He told me that it was actually the Japanese Summer Harvest Festival and it was traditionally held once a year in Japan. Here, it was held at Japanese Primary School at Changi. The school was like so Japanese and everything feels very japanese for me! Even the tables and chairs, they imported from Japan. I looked at the toilet. OMG, it even looked like it was from one of those Japanese school I saw in drama serials. The whole school looked as if they actually built it in Japan and imported the whole building here. WOW!! I should have taken more pictures…

There was also an ongoing Japanese ritual dance and people were relaxing on the grass just like what they usually do in their home country minus the red cherry blossoms of course because our climate doesn`t support their growth.
The Hakatas and the kimonos that the people were wearing just added to the ambience. I just felt like I was teleported to Japan that afternoon!!

The food was not like those Sakae Sushi food you get from supermarket here. It was like sooo good. Like the real thing. You should have come, man! The beer was cool and the drinks were like $1 each. should have gotten more!!

We ate quite a lot. I had a green tea ice cream which was creamy and milky. It was sexy. I love the food there!

Let the peeeeektures do the talking!!