You know peeps, God spoke to me again today at the most unsuspecting place of all. Wanna know where?
Times bookstore PS. lol! It is for real! Let me convince you. At first, feeling empty and misdirected, I got the sudden urge to read some books, and then I was like thinking what kind of books I am going to look forward to reading and where… First thought that came to my mind was the Kinokunia bookstore at my favourite hangout place, Ngee ann City! But after much consideration, I decided on Times bookstore at PS instead cos it`s on the way. (I was returning from Hougang, my SIP workplace on the NE train)
When I stepped into the bookstore, I was like thinking to myself, “Imma gonna read something that can take my mind off &#@#)) for a while. (Try deciphering the code)
Then u know what happened? When I walked around the bookstore with the already chosen reading materials on my hand, I started to see words like, “God, Jesus, Reign, He, HIM” everywhere I placed my eyes on the letters on the books that were neatly arranged on the shelves. I seriously did not have any idea why I was seeing these words all of the sudden. I thought I was just hallucinating. And I swear I was not drunk or derranged of some sort. Then I just closed my eyes for a while. And when I opened them up, I was like standing in front of a bookshelf with lots of Christian books staring out at me, as if wanting me to drop whatever I was going to read and read them instead. And thank God, I didn`t drop anything or else the staff would the next person staring at me.
The next few books that I read quietly changed my Christian perspective almost immediately. My faith in God was renewed and I felt refreshed as if I became a new creation again! And then God spoke to me through the words, that is, “Whatever good things you do, if you do it in my name, I will be there.” And I was suddenly reminded of the great commission. “Lord, I haven`t forgotten about the salvation mission that you sent me to the world for..” I am who you sent. I am.
And with that, I know I was going for some big catch these few weeks. Salvation is for EVERYONE. LGBT or not, I love you! I want to see more of these ‘discriminated and ostracized’ people living the life God wants them to live! To live life to the fullest in Christ our LORD. To change their lives from the inside out. To impact them in ways never possible by man alone. To give them equal rights like their straight counterparts. And I can already see them coming, like lost sheeps which have just seen their shepherd. I have brought with me the great news to ALL who have waited for this moment to come.
I wanna change lives so here I am. God be with me.
And with that, a song that I praised God with in the shower. (My mum thought I was derranged! lol)


