Father, today I felt a little terrible.

First, I missed someone. Really badly. 

I didn`t mean to take my attention off you for one day. It already felt terrible after half a day. I merely just wanted to see how far I could stay sane without you. Truth is, I can`t. I have got withdrawal symptoms. I just wanted to proof myself if all these feelings are real. And they are. I do not wish to be separated from you ever again, either mentally or physically.  

Second, I regretted having done something quite stupid. I should have come to that 4 pm meeting. So annoying, so tomorrow I have to wake up to go for another meeting at 9am. Arghhh..But I know it would be worth it. Even if for a while. 

Father, you`re in control. I put ALL my trust in your hands. Hallelujah Amen.