We`ll miss you Sermeng. I know tpg2 is never gonna be the same without you.
After all that we`ve been through, I feel that the best way to send u off was to give you a proper send off. 
Anyway, this weekend has been quite a blessing for me. Even though my friend whom I wanted to bring to service that Saturday did not manage to turn up due to his other friends` commitments, I felt that God is still working together with me for a greater cause. Far greater than what I can think of now. The future is not bleak. It is just the beginning as it was written. I wanna partner with you for this cause and Lord, I know you`ll make me useful and purposeful for your will. Truthfully I was quite disappointed yesterday but my mourning turned into rejoice after the service. It was really nice knowing some people that I had prayed for finally came to accept Jesus. I saw one hand up in front of my very eyes, where I was standing for a fraction of a second and down again and I knew at that instant the heaven was rejoicing. And I saw the gleefulness on her face and I knew it has to be because of the Lord.
Time to get ready for work tomorrow. I have not forgotten my love for piano. The scores that I photocopied from the Esplanade library are not going to waste. God, make me worthy in your eyes. Give me even more opportunities to love the love you`ve sent down for me. For I have prayed for this to come. It is from heaven.
