29Dec :)

It is the first day of school today and I got two of my term test paper alr!!! OMG,

I was like praying and I thanked God sia…I passed my most dangerous subject, EECMACCC!!! LOL. YAY \o/

Unfortunately my most hated subject of the sem failed. By only 1and a half mark!!! Jesus, why can`t u just give me one more mark so that I can pass??? LOL. He told me this, “U don`t deserve the mark actually, it`s the teacher who was lenient with you…and now you`re still asking for more???” He shamed me with these words. “If I pass you now, u won`t study hard for exams one, I know this. ” Thinking abt it, it`s quite true actually…hehe

Praying now so that I`ll pass the other 2 papers.. MIO and MLS. The names of these subjects may look harmless and infact quite CUTE to you but don`t ever underestimate them… Chew know what I`m talking about..haha

Looking forward to Wed when my second shipment of cousins and realtives would be coming to this green and clean city!!! Then I`ll have EVERY reason on earth to go to Sentosa and Escape Theme park with them during this long weekend!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so eggcited!!!! It`s been so long since I last rode on that rollercoaster. #)

sunday, 28th

YEA!! yesterday`s poly service was a blast. Thanks to Ced who urged me to pray together with him at 12md on Fri…hehe. Really could sense something happenin`

And yea, Happy Birthday to Nich!! Thanks for all the advices u gave me ytd. It was more like you were  affirming me than I was affirming you. LOL. You`re one of the reason why I believe in God`s grace and mercy. Your testimony is indeed inspirational and life-changing. WOOHOO

Yea!! finally got pics of my cute little fat cousin!! And my aunt, uncle with my mum and sis. I am the photographer. LOL

And check out what ppl write on those white balloons.. some r quite hilarious, really…whahaha

I wish for chew and chew and chew and chew to grow even stronger for God in the upcoming year..:)

Oh ya, thank you guys for all the Christmass prezzies that you all presented me with!!! Will treasure them always!!! )

That`s all for today I guess, Let`s go and tuck in for tomorrow =DDD

and before that play a few notes on da piano…. LOL

25th and 26th

Spent the whole afternoon with my relatives and cousins. We went to lots of places in Singapore and gosh, We were all like freakin tourists. lol!!! We took photos of every nook and cranies…such vain pots and yeah, I am so like going to treasure those cute pics of my cute cousin and moi!! hehe

The rest of the evening was spent at Ced`s home!! Thank you, Ced for inviting me to your wonderful home for Christmass party..WOOHOO!! The Mutton was indeed so shiok!! I couldn`t help but got myself two servings of it. LOL. Enjoyed singing and taking lots of pics with you and your bro too!!! Vain pot!! OMG, u two twins really look, behave and even sound sooo alike!!! Of cozz you`re sweeter la…LOL. HAHA.. jkjk…;) Thank God for you and your family`s hospitality and warmness once again. And also the many gifts that you presented me with. =DDD Merry Xmass to you all!! 

Btw, here are the pics!!!

Today I went out with my relatives once again. Now awaiting my second bunch of relatives and cousins who are coming over here!! God really bless me this Christmass!! Not only Once and twice but Thrice!!! I got to spend with my cousins and relatives (my prayers turned into reality) and also with CHEW ALL!!! and esp CHEW!!! :) Sorry, I wasn`t ignoring u. Just shy la. LOL

Tomorrow is our Poly service!!! sooo eggciting sia..^^

24th

I was having way too much fun this whole week that I forgot to blog again. Ok, let`s start off with the Wed`s service. Met Deborah at 1 at Marina Square Starbucks, then we proceeded on to the rock auditrium. Woah..there were so many little kids that afternoon!! The whole level was milling with big and small kids of all ages. The service on the whole was a blast!! Just too bad, I can`t upload the pics from my bratty camera `ere!!! ARGGGHHH. I love the drama they did. Reminded me of Mr Darren Koh with a rose on his mouth. LOL

Then after sending Deb off, I was so so glad when I found out that they were still waiting for moi!! Yup yup then we went to Geck Ting`s for a party. The highlight of the evening for me was not the food, though. lol. It was the caroling that made me so eggcited..We were all soooo HIGH like cute little kids, thanks to Newell who entertained us with his singing non-stop throughout the night!!! Enjoyed singing with you, man!! That was the best night of singing eva!!! You were so high that night, LOL!!!!

Singing carols and Mariah`s faves from house to house made my blood boil with eggcitement!! We really had a blessed and fantastic time singing to non-christians as well as to the christians. We found that the Christians were the most welcoming and HAPPY compared to their counterparts. lol. Not trying to be racist or religionist here but yeah, the fact screamed it out loud. We got tit bits and green tea from them after we sang, just what we needed after all these vocal stress. Chew know, singing on the street wasn`t exactly elating for some of us, but who cares, we`re having FUN!! The night ended with some present exchanges and photo taking which I am hoping to be able to upload soon..:) RAWWRR

It was almost 2 AM when we decided to journey home.. the top record for this week. We were all dead tired like zombies, but feeling HIGH and JOYFULL like 

And Oh Yes, Thank you gals for those cute cookies and sweets, they are simply too irresistible to consume. They were amazing, I tell ya!!!

Last but certainly not least, let`s dedicate this wonderful song to Jesus!! =DDD

christmass service Dec20

OMG!!OMG!! my blog is like so dead now…I am like so going to blog now..LOL

Rite, it`s hard to find an inspiration to blog. But there is always something to write for me. Something to thank God for!! Testimonies and more testimonies of God`s grace and mercy.

Let me start off with Sat`s event..

Something to thank God for??? Thank God for all my friends contacts who came down to the pre-Christmass service on Saturday!!! Deborah, u look stunning in that black dress and boy!! u look so fit now!! B-) Sunny, thanks for being my man taking care of Deb for me. Take good care of her yeah…You two look so perfect together!!:) Wilson and Glenn, thanks for being there at that service. We really hope to see you two again on the 24th!!! It`s gonna be a blast, I tell ya!!! 

Yep yep, so after the service, Lem, Wilson, Glenn and I went to have our dinner at Pasta de Waraku. We had a really nice and cheezzzy dinner with lots and lotsa ChezzZZZ!!! And I am like so going back there lo…mmmMMM

Then after they went off, we joined the rest of the gang at PS….again….as usual…hehe. And that night something incredible happened!!! I played DOTA!!! LOL. I was like thinking, yeah…I`ll play dota when pigs have wings…LOL. I didn`t know what exactly happened, I just acceded to their request and there I was hooked. Next time can play with my sheep alr…hehe

On Sunday I was thinking of going clubbing but thank God for Benjamin who made me go to the gym instead:) At least, my bod is much in shape now…lol. We went shopping around his area for a while and found a pair of jeans I like. Thanks to his good fashion sense =DD Then we went to his house for a while before heading back home. What a fun weekend!! Something to thank God for yeah!!! I am so eggcited for the 24th service!! God is gonna do His wonders then and there!!!

last cg

It was our last cg yesterday. I was quite emotional and almost on the verge of breaking down…HAHA. Hmmm yeah…thinking about it, if God allows me to rewind back the time, I would treasure the times we had even more. I regretted not being a perfect brother and friend to them. I believe that even though we might not be in the same cg after the restructuring, we`ll stay even closer. Like I said, let`s embark on a BIGGER journey!!! For the common destination that we`ll be reaching is the ONE. 

I also believe in one thing that God spoke to me about. Friendship and relationships do not ONLY happen in cg. Like what Lem said, LC is not the ONLY place where u can grow for God. So, it is the same with friendship and relationship. If u need a cg to grow a friendship, then it is not a true friendship:) I believe that with the distance, we`ll grow stronger in friendship together. You`ll never know how much your friends mean to you until you are finally separated from them. Only time and space can be the judge

But whatever cg we`ll in, let`s just surrender to God, because there`s nothing we can do. Let`s pray that whatever group that God HAS placed us in will be for our own good and growth!!! (see the word ‘HAS’. It`s alr been predetermined by Him) And that it`ll be His sole purpose and WILL.

We`ll see a greater glory

Dempsey, Haji Lane, Hilton hotel gallery

It`s been only 3 days and my fingers are itching to blog. 

Went out with my loyal ol`friend and contact, Sabby The Rabbit on Monday!!! We went to Dempsey road…and to my horror, the boutique where I have always wanted to go was closed….ON MONDAY!!! argghhhh!! I was almost beside myself with hysteria. But I have to thank God also la…He is telling me to STOP WASTING MY MONEY!!! hehe 

After all the very long walk under the very hot midday sun, he acceded to my request and brought me to PS cafe!!! OMG, the bratwurst was like cool man..Lol and the oh-so-sinfull cake he`s having is just OMG!!!

Let these pictures do the talking…

I admitted that I was like a freakin` tourist that day, Dempsey was amazing!!! just like what I have pictured it on my mind B-) . It gave me this feeling like I was in a foreign land or something…somewhere like in Sussex or up town Manchester. LOL. After that, we went to Haji Lane for more and more shopping!!! Another exotic place to burn a hole in your wallet..haha. All this thanks to my guide, Sabb for making my day so enriching and fullfilling So you see, Singapore has really got so much to offer!!! this is just 1% of IT that I have trodded on. So stop whining that Singapore is soooo boring…hehe. Eggcited and fired up now!!! I Wanna explore more!!!

Oh ya, and yesterday before prayer meet, I went on a shopping spree with Cedric. We went to the Hilton Hotel gallery. Quite an unheard but kewl place!!! =DD. Another cool place in Singapore!!!!  Even though I managed to buy a David Archuleta Album, I am so not yet satisfied!!! We`re going on another round today again!!!

I was quite keyed up about prayer meeting last night. It was really a time where God spoke to me again about His vision. Sorry Jesus for ever succumbing into temptations again. I realised the enormity of my actions. The disappointment that I feeling now still gnawed at me like an ulcerous sore refusing to heal. But still you chose to forgive me. Because your Love is indeed greater than all those humanity has created. 

Thank you for the 3 contacts that you`ve blessed me with We WANT to see a greater glory!!!

Your Will

Jesus would be so glad seeing all of us so passionately driven this Christ-mass season..I pray that we wouldn`t lose our focus on Him especially this last leg of this Christmass. To many non-believers out there, Chirstmass is just Christmass, a reason for lots of shopping and party, getting drunk and perhaps get laid..LOL. But for us, I hope It won`t be just another Christmass..but Christ-Mass!!!! Get the difference?? This is the mass of our saviour, the real reason for celebration and joy!!! Let`s not lose our focus.. We don`t care about numbers only , We care about LIVES!!! Transformations of LIVES!!!

Last night I was really deep in thoughts, thinking and dwelling so much on what had been communicated to us during the meeting. I know that this sudden idea about our restructuring must come as a surprise to many of you. I myself couldn`t swallow this hard fact all by myself. And when I woke up from my slumber this morning, I WISH it was all a DREAM. But it isn`t.

I don`t know about you, but I would definitely miss each and everyone on YOU in Engit2 . Till now, I am still thanking Jesus for this wonderful pack of brothers and I still can`t believe we are going on separate journeys soon. But deep in my heart, God spoke to me this one thing that is eternally true. “We may be going on separate and different paths, but one thing that is the truth is, WE ARE GOING TO REACH THE SAME DESTINATION.” 

And these words that He spoke to me last night instill in me a spirit of calmness and peace. 

Brothers, It`s true that our next cg meetings that we`re going to have till Jan would perhaps be our last FEW. And to tell you the truth, I couldn`t swallow this reality. I am like a man who suddenly realizes that he is going under the guillotine and have his head decapitated. We`re perhaps gonna have lesser and lesser time together. And we won`t see much of each other like the good ol` times. I wouldn`t mind giving my all and die to have all of us united again, but if His Will is for us to walk on separate terrains, let His Will be done for this is not my will but His alone.

So I just wanna encourage you brothers, take heart.. WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING!!!

Let NOT this new “expedition” be an end to our relationships but a mere START to a MUCH BIGGER ONE. I believe that neither distance, time nor even space could drift us apart from one another, but it can make us even closer. We`ll be ONE IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH. And I pray that God would grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change, the courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to PEACE. To God. 

אלי,
תן לי חכמה לקבל את שבכוחי לשנות,
את העז לשנות את שאוכל לשנות
ותבונה להבחין בין אלה ובין אלה.

W event

Last night`s event was a refreshing wake up call for me, it`s really something that I need to wake me up from my spiritual slumber. Seeing so many motivated and empowered people during the event, I felt that the eyes of my heart has opened up a little bit more. I heard the hinges of those doors creak open and I knew who had come with the KEY to unlock and open them. It was Him. My Jesus. 

Okay, just to briefly go through the night`s programme from the start…hehe

The game masters did a neat job by bringing the house down!! thank God for their interesting innovative games that eggcited us from the start to the end. WOOHOO!!

Next is the drama perfomance. Well, actually….it`s more like a dance recital for me. TEEHEE. I would say that the whole concept was cleverly dramatized by the skillful dancers….or actors and actresses, you would say. I Love the expressions of the movements and also the emotions which intensely flowed out to touch my heart. I believe you would feel it too T_T

A dance that can touch my heart. Breathtaking

The song presentation by Lestari Maspolim was ……..WELL DONE!!! LOL. HAHA

Well, at least, the song was one of my personal favourites… B-)

Hey Mas, I can`t believe that you really took my advice seriously…HEHE. So proud of you and Great job!!! I believe you can touch more hearts with even more emotions in your Vocal delivery. I know you are capable of bringing this beautiful song to a whole new level!!! I`ll be there to give you any tips and advices or even moral support if you ever need any, allrite? ;D 

Thank God for Glen for making the God`s love candy bars ALL BY HIMSELF at home!!! imagine that… I almost can`t bear to consume those cute gold and silver bars.. I promise I`ll still have them in my cupboard intact!!! /

Enjoyed cutting those apples and strawberries and peeling those bananas with you in the kitchen^^.  You made a great Hausmann!!! HAHA…chew know what I mean. LOL D

And last but not least, thank you to THOSE PEOPLE who made this pre-christmass party a blast!!! You guyz rawwwkzzz!!

It was One of the Best I`ve ever had!!!

Let`s see more contacts and friends saying “YESSSSS!!!” to JESUS this Christmass allrite ppl???????

MIO was great today!!! I am confident I can score on this. Thank you Jesus:)

MLS was cool…At least what I thought was my most hated subject became my favourite one!!!

Decan was  left to be desired…Thank you Jesus for this also:) even though I know I might fail this I am prepared. By your grace and ways, I know you`ll take care of this for me…and eventually PASS the main examination this Feb!!! I have faith in You.

Tomorrow is my dangerous subject. Accounting..sian ~_~ I must pass this or ELSE…kena kicked out!! LOL

Jesus, I know that you still want to keep me back in TP for a greater purpose whether BIG or small in my eyes… I know that I won`t kena kicked out that easily one TEEHEE

Today after the MIO paper… I was super eggcited that I decided to play badminton with Tsu yan and our contacts!!! I know that we have quite a number ppl to invite to the Christmas service alr now!!! Pray that these people dun pang sai me last minute. LOL -___- 

Jesus, we`ll work and partner together this last leg of Dec for the harvest!!!

I`ll do what I can for you..and I know you`ll do your part wonderfully WELL. =D

2nd day of termtest

Thank God, I survived two major papers this week!!!

With God`s grace and mercy, I`ll pass these two tough nuts!!

Thank God for Tsu yan also who has been teaching and coaching me for the past several days. His sincerity really touches my heart God bless him.

Yay!! 2 more papers to my holidays and I am done for this year!!!

God, USE me to the fullest this last leg of December before the year closes!!!! I am yours.

Shawn`s Bday

First of all, thanks to Shawn for making the most anticipated party of the year a great success!!! Yea, Dar was rite when he wrote about all the meat and stuff that they always have during parties like these. They never fail to over feed chew. LOL

Thanks for the great hospitality. Hope u love the David Beckham deo spray too. %) Looking forward to another visit  

And of coz, a Happy Birthday to you again, may it be etched on our minds forever and also in this blog of mine =DDD 

Shawn, if you ever read this, I just wanna say that you are so so blessed, bro…:)  Look at you…you have almost everything. 

A great and warm family, brothers, sisters and cousins, uncles, aunts and grandparents who dote on CHEW!!! I have almost none of these people here. All I have is Jesus, my small family and All of Chew, my eternal family!!! And I am contented like some contented little boy. Thinking about it, I have always been praying for people like your family members in my life. And again, God has neer failed to answer me. When I asked Him, “Why Lord..when some people are so blessed with a BIG family, I am not?”

He replied in a way that could almost mortify me. He said that back in Indo, I was seldom appreciative of the BIG family warmness that I had, which was true:( I took everyone`s presence for granted and now I am in Singapore alone. God is using You to put me back to my senses. Have you realised that??? You made me see and realise the importance and joy of family togetherness. Thank God for you. Perhaps God has been testing me for 10 years now. For such a long period of time, I never really “cared” about my extended family in Indo. But now, I do. 

And as what the Good Lord always does to us after a period of testing, He is giving me another chance. MY aunts and cousins are coming to Singapore this Dec. WOO HOO. I am overjoyed!! I don`t know if you are, but I am!!! I was never like this before you made me realize that. 

Jesus, I am sorry for taking my extended family back in Indo for granted last time, Now that you`ve awaken my ignorance, I wanna make it up to them. Thanks for giving me this chance May their stay in Singapore last a lifetime of bliss in my mind even it is only for several days…))

Mugging for exams is FUN!!!

Chew know, sometimes the sun itself sees not to its heaven`s clear-William Shakespears

It keeps no track of anything and it`s not boastful nor it is …..

Thank God for chew know who..TY

He taught me so many things I didn`t know about my MLS module. Now I believe I have the confidence to sit for that term test paper on Tues. He taught me that mugging for tests and exams doesn`t have to be so boring and that it can be a FUN affair!!! Yeah, especially if you do it with the friend who is willing to teach you. Then after a round of studying we went shopping at Ps and Cathay. lol. Bought one sexy fox singlet and a cute Springfield shirt. All worth it cos we deserve it. Then tau huey ing at tau huey place…Chew know, the simplest things in life can make a boy like me happy and contented  

Looking forward to another mugging sessions and the Sat Night Live Service later!!! Cya guys later!!

Lehman`s brothers

Had a fun and fat-burning day today!! Went and played badminton with Shawn, Dar and Sy after we tried doing a few pull ups LOL. From now on, I vow to live a healthier lifestyle…after this dreadful round of term test, we`ll definitely get serious with swimming, badminton and gym!!! yeah…we`re so gonna be ripped and shredded, man!! RAWRRR!!! Get HOT, RAW and SSEeeeXxxy….woo hoo

While thinking about getting buff and pumped, …Oh no!!! tml I got a quiz!!! just forgotten..oopsss..But thank God it`s only a music quiz!!! dun scare me la…LMAO

another joke from me…as it is writen: Laughter is the best medicine.

I know this is a lil bit too late for this, but then…enjoy..B-)

Funny

Just wanna share something really witty and hilarious with you guyz… Hope this will help to alleviate your term test phobia.. and Kiss goodbye to all your stress!!! Chew know it`s not good for your face and body…TEEHEE O.O 

For those of you who`s learning driving theory, this may come in quite handy..nudge nudge ;D

F to a C

Yeah, I agree with what Nich and Ced are trying to say to me.. Thank God for them, my spiritual eyes are really open and more sensitive to the truth now. It`s true that no matter how beautiful your vocal can be, if you don`t have the annointing, you`ll just be like another pop singer on stage.. But with annointing and power that comes from the Lord, you`ll shine with the love of God..

Anyway, just wanna share with you one testimony of God`s mercy that happened to me a few days ago. I was sitting for the most hatted engine econs quiz. I didn`t really study and even if I did, I only studied transactions, ya know, those annoying accounting thingy. I expected ONLY for that question to come out during the quiz and no other more VICIOUS ones..but guess what…to my horror, there was a question on profit and loss as well as the transactions thingy!! ARRRGGGH “Jesus take this, take this from me,” I cried in my heart. I prayed for God to drop miraculous answers from heaven and it didn`t happen. I was devastated. But God whispered to me something. I left the lec hall feeling so soo defeated after the quiz. And the following Monday when I got back my quiz, I was expecting to get a big effing “F” but with God`s mercy, guess what I got…hehe

Not only did I Pass, I even scored 13/20!!! Thank you Jesus!!! ”this can`t happen, impossible!!” I doubted myself at first. I almost doubted God when suddenly I was remembered this, “Nothing is impossible with Him.”

Look at the miracles of the world, without faith you would doubt all of them because your spiritual eyes are perhaps not open to see them. Even if Jesus is standing next to your bed right now, you would say, “That is somebody else..” or “Am I seeing things??” Impossible is nothing. You can only believe the impossible with faith because faith is believing without seeing. Got what I mean ?? If you`re feeling sick or unwell today, which probably you are ,know that you`re loved and that nothing is impossible with our saviour :) I believe that I am healed right now in His power.. I take it all to you, Jesus..

Here I am

The world is in its destructive self. Terrorist attactks, blasts, more and more people dead. I am not surprised anymore. It saddens me to see how immune people have become to this kind of thing, as if these are “normal” stuff that happens every now and then..

Just had to post something before my ever so boring accounting and engine econs class..

I hope to be able to touch hearts now and then..

You know, sometimes we wish that we could just say this to the person you love and fancy, “You`ve got the most beautiful eye lashes I have ever seen before.” But most of the time we just don`t know how to do it..How sad are we people .

“You`ve got the cutest smile I can`t forget.”